That I’ll put all the weight back on after working so hard to get it off.
And I’m pretty sure everyone knows what I mean when I say that it’s a fight to get to where you want to be (I’m not even half way yet). The thought of having to fight a second time after struggling to get myself this motivated…
I’m also really scared I won’t be able to stop losing weight and restricting myself, that I’ll just keep on counting calories, and stressing and thinking about food all the time. I’ve started noticing how bad a relationship I have with food, and I’m scared it’s going to get worse. (Not starving myself or anything, just not allowing myself freedom, or hating myself when I do give myself freedom. and ALWAYS thinking about food, ALWAYS.)
Hopefully because I’m scared of this stuff happening, it’ll stop me from letting it happen.